儘 （まま） as (it is), remaining (in a state), keeping (the same), leaving (unchanged), with (e.g. one's eyes closed, the light on), while (e.g. standing, alive), as, as (one pleases, one is told, etc.), according to, sic

儘ならない （ままならない） unable to do (as one wishes), able to do only with great effort, almost impossible to do, beyond one's control, not always turning out as one wishes, not going the way one wants it to

気まま （きまま） willful, wilful, selfish, self-centered, egoistic, carefree, do-as-you-please, freewheeling, free spirited

言われるがまま （いわれるがまま） (doing) as one is told